Wednesday, July 19, 2006

I STILL LOVE U...

The day i saw you,
I never guessed i'd love you as much as i did!
You gave me your heart..
You gave me your word..
You showed me how beautiful life could get..
Today..
Your smile..
Your eyes and our days together still lingers in my heart..
You left me incomplete..
And now that I stand alone
And the wind calls out your name
I know that time could never heal
The emptiness I feel..
No-one else comes close to you..
Because I STILL LOVE YOU!


Neah... For once this piece of beauty doesn trace its origins to ma heart... Hats off to ya Vijay.... This apparently was taken frm one of his communities on orkut... ( Plz I aint a plagiarist.... )

Even though this comunity is pretty much inactive these days, browsin thru its postings has taken a special place in my daily routine... The mere words "I STILL LOVE YOU" elicit a kinda ardent spirit quite uncommon in de wannabe Romeo s these days... ( Juliets tooooo.. If I may cal em so... )

#Try hittin on a gal
if response - favourable proceed
else goto next#

pretty much reminds me of those very few programming classes I managed to attend during college days... At least here we seem to be united in terms of genders... ( The algorithm works incredibly well for the fairer sex toooo... ) No wonder movies industries rakin in millions thnx to de same old love triangles... ( or maybe quadrangles... polygons even... )

Well.. The significant question s whrs it al headed??? R we precariously close to the so called brain-as-computer metaphor??? Something that seemingly dominates the world of neuroscience these days - a machine manipulating blips of energy according to fathomable rules??? Or maybe we still are at a safe distance... ( I seriously hope so... ) Well for those of u who argue its de heart whr love shapes up, puhleeeeeeeeeeese!!!! ( dats de only ans Id eva be able to give u.... ) This certainly is not for ya...

I often wonder... Why do most people lack the conviction to back their love? Is it bcoz of an underlyin fear of being hurt? Or is it dat we aint sure If it indeed is "our" love... Id rather adopt a more temperate approach to the former category, for life has often taught me - it is this class that deserves the most of our compassion... But whatever be the reasons it seems inexplicable to me that mos people end up sheddin tears for the love, they din even have the guts to pursue and still taggin it lost love... If ya bloody lack the guts to own up for ur love, u certainly don deserve that special one... Grow up ppl... Don lose ur love so easilly....

If u ask me whether persistence pays - I have no answer.. Hang on!!! I don advocate contradictions.... But for once I find myself caught in this vicious cycle where I wage a battle knowin fully well that Id end up on the losin side, where I defy every principle, every living standard that I had set for myself... Call me a sucker.. Call me a looser... This is my way of being worthy of my love... I understand that this only means pain... But believe me... Im enjoyin every bit of this torture....

4 comments:

starscream said...

Wah Wah... What a post !!!

starscream said...

Yes you know me !!! But does that make a difference anyway ?!?

Raghav said...

lovely..really inspiring stuff!

Sue... :) said...

Love..a powerful word no dbt..
n of course..you sure hav ur own way with words!! :)